[	Current Location	|	At Home .<3	]
[	mood	|	hot	]
[	jammin to	|	You're So Last Summer - TBS	]

Well hello there ...

            and i doubt anybody reads these .. but if you do .. whatever lol .


So recently the only thing that i've been up to is working ..  if some of you don't know i got hired at Walgreens in May.  I like it a lot better than anywhere else i've worked .. and I've met a bunch of new people .  Hmm .. lets think .. oh my BIG 17 is this friday!!!  I'm going on vacation soon .. I'm going to Wildwood again, but i do like it .. this year i'm taking Cait.  Everythings been real good except the fact that i hardly ever see my friends anymore .. which sadens me .. but whatever.  We all work crazy schedules so its bound to happen.  I've been driving a lot recently if anyone cares .. I can get my license on july 28 .. which is the day i get back from vacation but i don't think i'm ready so i don't want to go and fail.  

I have concerts to go to and i'm pretty excited

           I'm going to see Kelly Clarkson && Kenny Chesney .. <3!



I'm actually gonna start trying to write in here again .. 


              But as for now thats it.


Well today I went couch shopping with my mom && Jesse ..  then tomorrow i work 330-1030 but i'im ok with that .. cause i work with Kristy .. 


But ya .. if you feel the need to comment .. then do so!

www.myspace.com/mansanita

SAYSLAM!

[	Current Location	|	my hizzle!	]
[	mood	|	bored	]
[	jammin to	|	Spill Canvas ~ Staplegunned	]

Wow I haven't written in here for soooo long .. maybe i'll write someday soon.

[	mood	|	cold	]
[	jammin to	|	All American Rejects ~ Stab My Back	]

Famous Quote :

" I don't care if I'm 50 years old .. if she touches him .. I'm gonna punch her .. NO .. I'll kill her!!"

                           ~Lady Beta Fish

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	jammin to	|	Ashlee Simpson .. Boyfriend	]

Wow .. really have updated in almost a month but that's prolly cause work is TAKING OVER my life.  Homecoming was good .. could have been sooooo much better.  Boys are just there.  I'm doing good in school I have faith that i'm gonna get some type of honor roll.  I think I'm gettin my permit on the 4th time! My nails are really cute ..  but they need filled. I really can't stand a certain person at work. I just can't stand her.  I'm going out with my Ruby tonight ohh I'm excited!  I'm also getting excited cause I'm gettin a halloween costume on saturday! Don't know of what.  Thats pretty much all of it .. if anything major happens I'll be back.

LEAVE ME COMMENTS[<3]

                            ya its [k]0v[3]

*and laguna beach is the best i can't wait till next week .. *

[	mood	|	contemplative	]
[	jammin to	|	Ciara ~ And I	]

Heyy ..  I really haven't wrote in a while cause I've been working.  I like work .. its fun .. I like the people that I work with .. like Who , Brie, Shane, Julie, Dan , & Tiyann.

Hmm .. I'm kinda in the process of deciding if I like this one person .. I prolly don't .. but who knows .. shit, hes hot to me.  But I'm deciding not to tell ne1unless you know who it is cause ..  I just don't want ne1 to know cause sometimes the whole .. "So who do you like .. "  shit gets on my nerves ..  and I DEFINATLY DON'T want him to know .. and with fucking steel valley it would be out in 5 mins . And somethings telling me that people would say shit about me because of it .. I just don't want peoples opinions .. f.y.i. its not somebody that I liked before ..

I can't fucking wait until homecoming .. I'm tryin to get fucked up cause I haven't drank since July ..  and it sucks .. I have a runner .. which is good.

YoU gIvE mE bUtTeRfLiEs .. <3

I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control
It's something comes over me
In a daze, it is so amazing
It's not a phase i want you to stay with me
By my side, i swallow my pride
Your love is do sweet, it knocks me right off my feet
Can't explain why your love just makes me weak

I'm done here ..  i would love comments <33

And I
Know that he wont break my heart
And I
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I
Wanna be with him forever

He fixes his hair,
It always looks perfect.
Never a bed head,
never too much.

I try on my blue skirt,
He told me he liked it...once.
He wonders what I'll wear.
He knows just what He'll wear.
He always wears blue.

So tennies or flip-flops?
I'm starting to panic.
Remember he asked you,
remember to breathe.
And everything will be okay.

~Hope you like my edit to Remember To Breathe .. Its the girl version

Cute Song:

Kaci Brown ~ Unbelievable

I Wish you didnt love me
I wish youd make this easy
It was love that caught me
Now it's fear that keeps me with you
I want to be by your side
So I can close my eyes
To the growing emptiness inside that kills ms
When I'm with you
You try to break me Try to hate me
So you can fall out of love
You want to make me believe that I'm crazy
That I'm nothing with out you

It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone

I feel you in my shadow
My heart feels cold and hollow
No matter where I run I see
Your eyes always follow me
You try to hold me
Try to own me
Keeping something that's not yous
You want to make me
Believe that I'm crazy
Make me think that you're the cure

It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone

You're still haunting me
In my sleep
You're all I see
But I can't go back
Cause I know it's wrong
For us to go on
And I'm growing strong
To confront my fears

It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone

I'm changing the colors I hate them ..  </3

[	mood	|	upset	]
[	jammin to	|	F.O.B ~ Grand Theft Autumn	]

Heyy .. wats going on here .. so nothing has really happened since wed. but of course i'll still inform you ..

I just started "training" at RR, i like it .. its just a lot of tests lol ..  other than that thats pretty much it tonight i'm working 5-10 i don't know if i work the rest of the weekend. but i have to go get ready .. leave me comment <3

RIP Jarrett Barlow 9.15.05.  Only the good die young .. Your forever in our hearts</3

Why do the good ones have to go so fast .. ? Please answer me that ..?

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	jammin to	|	Faith Hill ~ Mississippi Girl	]

F.Y.I. I got the job at Red Robin..BUT i failed my permit for the 2nd time..oh welll

Comment me sweeties<33

[	mood	|	crazy	]
[	jammin to	|	Keith Urban ~ Memories Of Us	]

Heyy there..hmmm nothing new .. not to much at all.  Here's what's been going on ;;

Sunday;; I went to this party thing up the street from me with Sara .. then i started walking to Brie's which was a fucking hike and a half .. then when I got there me; Julie; Hannah; and Courtney .. when to Brie's cousins to let their dogs out .. haha we also got a brief description of certain things ;;wink wink;; after that we went to hannah's house .. that was fun .. then i walked home

Monday;; I went and turned my application in at Red Robin .. then went n got some movies .. A Lot Like Love .. Shall We Dance .. & Hitch but other than that I didn't do nething for the rest of the night

Tuesday;; I went to school .. VERY BORING

Wed;; School .. Physical Therapy .. hmm nothing after that

Thursday;; School .. The OC @ 8!!!!!!!

Friday I don't know what I'm doing ..  I'm going to take my permit test AGAIN ..  on Saturday and on Sunday I'm going to my interview at Red Robin .. cross your fingers and hope i get the job!!

That's all for now ..  Leave me those comments--<3

Haha every1 seems to be callin me this

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MansaniTa--<3

[	mood	|	cute	]
[	jammin to	|	Aslyn ~ Be The Girl	]

Heyy there...I hope you guys liked my last entry lol! I miss Teddy! : (   Let me think...Monday I went to school n physical therapy...Tuesday..school.  Wed..school..physical therapy. Thursday I went over Heather's to study...we had an intresting time lol Simon makes me laugh.  Friday..took my history test and got a B and my mom was a bitch about it but we won't go there.  I got yelled at for like ever before I went to the game with Miss Whoolia.  We were supposed to walk but we saw Dan at the end of the street so he picked us up, we went n got Darren n "tried" to park.  So we were coming down west run and there was a cop at the entrance of the A Field..like there always is...so Dan is driving and the cop was telling us to stop and he was holding his hands out..and he was like "SON STOP!" Dan goes my deepest apologies..*you just had to be there*.  So we went to the game..it was against Carlington..never heard of them. The score was 14-7 and they got the winning touchdown in the last 3 minutes.   So then Me, Whoolie, Dan, & Darren..went to Red Robin to see Shane.  Funny times..! Then I came home...I studyed for my permit till 2.  Woke up at 8*30 cause my mom wanted to leave to go take my permit test..so we get there and they were CLOSED!! I was ticked..so I'm going next Sat.  I then came home..was supposed to clean my room but i fell asleep for like 3 hrs lol..then I got up and cleaned. My mom left and told me to make dinner for me n my sister and i wasn't allowed to leave till she came home, she ended up coming home at 7*30.  I then texted Heather do see if she wanted to do something when she got off work at 10*30.  She wasn't allowed so that was one wasted Saturday..which REALLY pissed me off.  Today..I woke up at like 11.  I'm doing something with Whoolia when she wakes up again lol.  Tahmorrow I'm doing something with Sara..and Tuesday we are back to school. That's all for now..I'll update again soon.

P.s. I hope you like the new colors...</3

k0v3</3

[	mood	|	sad	]
[	jammin to	|	The Spill Canvas ~ Black Dresses	]

I MISS TEDDY!

Sorry Andie I stole your pic..

:_ _ (

[	mood	|	cheerful	]
[	jammin to	|	Backstreet Boys ~ Just Want You To Know	]

Edit to the last entry;;

Me and the other person are fine *i think* We still got 1 more person to go.

[	mood	|	pissed off	]
[	jammin to	|	The Killers ~ Mr. Brightside	]

This entry is a reply to somebody..they know who they are, so this is to you.

You act like you are some like angel..you say i talk about you but you think i'm gonna believe either one of you when you say that you don't talk about me..hmm i don't think so.  If anybody is fake its you two because you  both purposely try to say shit about the other person so i will talk about them, so you can run and tell them. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out.  If i were to tell you the shit i thought about the stuff you do..you would get pissed just like you do when somebody tells you something you don't want to hear.  You didn't ask me anything bout being in here...cause this all started off between me the other person.  I don't know how you got involved. And your SUCH a bullshitter..you've NEVER said nething to my face when you were mad at me..so that's a crock of shit.  i NEVER said i was better than i was better than you...EVER.  I wouldn't know how sara is anymore because she's with you every god damned second of the day.  You are such a hypocrite cause you say that i can't say anything to your face..you have NEVER said nething to my face.  You only call me when you don't have anything else to do.  This entry is a reply to your "feelings".  And i don't want to talk to either one of you because you'll find a reason to blame everything that's happened on me.  Ya i don't agree with some of the stuff that you do cause you don't think before you do. I don't understand you because your like Sara's dog..you even said to me on friday at the game..oh i don't know whats going on..I just follow her around.  I don't know if its just me..but that sounds like a dog.  Both of you need to learn how to be mature about stuff and not leave messages saying stupid shit.  If anyone here isn't a friend its you and sara cause you both run back to each other and say oh she said or omg you'll never guess what she said about you..thats fake. Cause we were on the phone the other night and you acted like the nicest person in the world.  The main thing i say about you is that you DONT think before you do stuff, cause you really dont.  I'm not gonna say why cause I'm not gonna spread that kind of business, but you should know what i'm talking about.  I doubt we are gonna resolve this, and i really don't know if i want..i'm sick of always being left out stuff. And you tell me I need to be more mature..you both need to learn how to not leave messages on peoples phone going : I don't know where i'm at or what i'm doing..why are you answering your phone its not like you do anything anyways you don't have to babysit...sara quit laughing..did you ever hear that people go to bed early when they are tired...and today when you both called me my phone wasn't near me so you both need to quit assuming that you know EVERY SINGLE DETAIL about me cause obviously you don't cause if you did we wouldn't be in this mess.  that's enough...

[	mood	|	cold	]
[	jammin to	|	Let Me Be the One	]

world cultures   firestone

business math thomas

art 2                  mckinney

study hall/gym/health  emro and giran

earth space      stretavski

lunch 2

chorus                ellis

digital communications sekura

academic english flemming

[	mood	|	curious	]
[	jammin to	|	Backsteet Boys ~ Just Want You To Know	]

So I figured I would write lol cause I haven't since b4 vacation..and i've been back for over a week.  Hmmm.. here it goes:

I got back last Saturday and I did nothing lol but go over my dad's and I did nothing on Sunday too. Then I came home and did nothing Sunday night..Monday I babysat then came home..watched Laguna beach..Tuesday..Babysat till 3 cause i had a doctors appt. and I now get to walk without my boot..YAY but I have to have physical therapy for 5-6 wks and i can't take gym either, then i went over Heathers.  Wed..I babysat for the last day..and then went to the Backstreet Boys Concert it was fucking great lol then after that we went to fridays...i got home at 1&30 and went to bed at 2 then woke up at 9&20 Thursday morning cause I had to be at KW at 10&30...boy was that a fucking trip.  They put me in my old stand and was gonna make me work like 8 hrs my first day..but they switched me stands and I worked at nugget with the square ice cream..i went on break but didn't have money and a damn supervisor came and yelled at me for being on the phone in the park. I went back to work..got off at like 4&30.  I went to the fair..with Sara Jill Tab n Cait..then went on main w. Andie Heather Josh Mattie and some girls. Then went home.  Friday i went to my doctors appt. the little bitch...then went to see my mom at Chatham.  Then on the way home I called KW telling them that I quit..haha I hated it there but I'm gonna apply at Eat n Park and other places.  Friday night..was Sara's party..I don't think she was really suprised but ok..it was fun. Woke up on Sat and left Sara's at like 11&15 went home and got ready..and went to the mall with Andie and Heather..went back to heathers at like 6&30 and watched 13 and got pizza. Went for a walk..met up with Sara n Jill...then ended up going home at liek 10&30. Went on ther come for a bit then went to bed cause i was sooo tired..woke up today and did nothing and i have to clean my room..monday i don't know what i'm doing lol enjoying the last couple days of summer. Same with Tues...Wed we go bak to school...which I'm kinda happy about and i'm gonna try to do well this year..SRU here i come!.  Sat i think I'm going to get my permit.

Wow friends change and you don't even know it...</3

Thats all for now leave some..<3